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Child Loss / Re: Odd feelings within
« on: February 07, 2009, 02:36:57 AM »
I know exactly what you mean Paula.

Child Loss / Hi , it's me Brynn's mom Elaine
« on: February 07, 2009, 02:20:16 AM »
I haven't checked in here for about a year.  I miss you all.  I am still alone, Jan.2nd marked the two year  date since I last saw my beautiful daughter Brynn. I miss her so much.  I went back to work 14 months ago, but I am not any happier, I am just filling in time.  I try, but things just are not working out.  I am so alone.  Brynn and I were just the two of us for 11 of her 12 short years.  What do I do with my life now?  All I knew how to do was be a mom, and now I am no longer a mom, will never have a grandchild, etc.  It is just me.  I hate it.  I do not like my life.  Why do i have to be apart from my beauty?  How long will this last? I have lost so many "friends", I am very alone.

Child Loss / Re: Your Children's memorial websites
« on: January 14, 2008, 10:41:23 PM »
This is Brynn's :

and this is an online shop with donations of arts and crafts to keep her bursary fund alive:


Love from Elaine , Brynn's mommy

Child Loss / Brynn and January 2nd
« on: December 29, 2007, 06:57:14 PM »
I can't believe that it is almost one year since I last saw my beautiful Brynnie alive.  I don't know how I have survived to this point.  I'm getting very anxious about this anniversary coming up.  Just had to share this feeling with you.
Thank you all for being here for me, in this, the worst year of my life.
-Elaine, Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: A Special Christmas Greeting from John (Danielle's daddy)
« on: December 25, 2007, 03:48:35 PM »
Thank you, John, for your Christmas message.  Such a hard day.
Elaine, Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: Christmas shopping mood swings
« on: December 24, 2007, 11:27:49 AM »
Cherry Mismas,
Elaine - Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: Trouble Posting
« on: December 24, 2007, 11:24:08 AM »
Hi Dottie,
Been thinking about you a lot lately.  Try to have a peaceful holiday.
Elaine, Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: POEM: The Ghost of Christmas Past
« on: December 18, 2007, 07:06:40 PM »
That was written so well!  I know exactly what you mean.  So sorry for us all, especially at this time of year.
Love from Elaine, Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday to Kelli
« on: December 14, 2007, 10:47:43 AM »
Happy Heavenly Birthday Kelli!
Hope Brynn and kelly are together!
Love, Elaine

Child Loss / Brynnie's birthday
« on: December 14, 2007, 01:51:00 AM »
Dec. 14 is Brynn's 13th birthday.  I miss her more than words can say.

Child Loss / Re: Did you light a candle last night?
« on: December 11, 2007, 09:03:13 AM »
Yes, I lit a candle at home on Sunday night.
Elaine, Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: Not Being Called "Mom"
« on: December 08, 2007, 11:59:34 AM »
I also miss hearing "Mom".  I lost my only child, my beautiful Brynn Alexandra on January 2nd, 2007.  I long to hear her say mom, so very much.

Child Loss / Re: Worldwide Candlelighting this Sunday
« on: December 05, 2007, 05:01:03 PM »
Thanks for posting this!
Elaine, Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday Chris!
« on: December 05, 2007, 04:59:36 PM »
Sorry I'm late!  Happy heavenly Birthday Chris!  I hadn't been here in a little while.  Hope that the day went as good as it could.
Take care,
Elaine,  Brynn's mom

Child Loss / Re: Today's a bad day
« on: November 23, 2007, 01:51:09 PM »
Hi Wendy, I know what you mean, exactly.  I needed to know and read everything at the beginning.  So very hard, those words.  I have those things in my filing cabinet and I've never looked at them again.  At the beginning there seems to be such a strong urge to know every detail, but then it is so hard to know at the same time.
I start work this week, and I'm feeling a lot better about it now.
-Thinking of you, Wendy,

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