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Main / Re: Where is everyone from?
« on: January 18, 2011, 05:44:05 PM »
I am from a little town in NY where they roll the sidewalks up at 5:00pm.

Spouse, Partner Loss / Grieving over the loss of my fiance
« on: January 18, 2011, 04:14:52 PM »
I recently lost my fiance to cancer on January 2nd.  He was diagnosed at the end of November with aggressive lymphoma.  We were together for 12 years (actually, the day of his funeral would have been 12 years from the day we met).  We have a 9 year old son together and he raised my 16 year old daughter.

There are days where I can't believe he's gone and expect him to walk through that door any minute or walk up behind me while I'm doing dishes and hug me.  I miss him so much.  I just feel so hollow inside.  I know it is all so fresh for me and people say it will get better, but somehow I feel it never will.  I can't sleep at all. 

I've lost both my parents and my sister and I never thought anything could hurt as much as that did, but this is a different kind of hurting.  I just need someone who understands what I'm going through.

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