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Parent Loss / Who do I turn to?
« on: May 23, 2017, 12:09:06 PM »
My mother was the victim of vehicular manslaughter when I was 4. I'm  22, and I've never really dealt with that loss because my step mother would get angry any time I would mention my mother, and would even call me a "selfish bitch" for ruining her love life, when I was only 7.
My father was murdered recently and more, I have no one to turn to, and the realization that I am an orphan is crushing. My extended family lives thousands of miles away, and my fiance doesn't know how to deal with this, and help me. I'm  at a loss, as to where I should turn. He was my rock and he always had my back. He was on life support, and I had to watch him die after I took him off of it. Its what he wanted. I know this because my father also had terminal cancer and we discussed his wishes.... These people took my father's last three months from him, and tried to make it look like an accident. They migh even get away with it even though the evidence says otherwise, and the guy bragged to his friends about it..   Its so fucked up. I can't get anyone to call me back about his investigation, even though I'm his next of kin.
When I got on the plane to go to him,I didn't know I would be saying goodbye. I thought he would pull through... But they beat him to death... He died that night. When I got there the next day ... They broke the strongest maneI've ever known
I'm dying
I keep replaying when his heart started to stop, he was in a coma yet still pulled me closer before he died
It was too much
I ran
I'm still running... 

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