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Main / Re: As Of Today My Husband Has Been Gone For 3 Months
« on: August 26, 2010, 02:40:55 PM »
Thank you so much Browneyedgirl  - xoxoxo    I can't express how your kind words have lifted my spirit
Sure, i am crying but i am smiling a bit
Thank you so much    Judi

Main / Re: As Of Today My Husband Has Been Gone For 3 Months
« on: August 26, 2010, 09:58:52 AM »
I just joined yesterday because for me, just waking up every day is still painful.  My partner, who was my ex-husband died April 21 at the Northeast medical centre in Gainesville GA.  He was 44.  He had cancer.  He was the best thing this life brought me.  He was the only person in this world who thought i was brilliant, beautiful and well he was just my biggest supporter.  I miss my best friend.  I cry every day.  I am back in MD now (my hometown) but am going to move back down to Cleveland GA (our son is in school there - he is 16) and try to put the pieces back together.  My son adored his father. My daighter from my 1st marriage (very brief marriage / i was 23) was so close to him; he thought of her as his own and treated her that way. She is devastated,  When i go to GA i am just going to throw myself into work.  That will help.  It has to.  I am already dreading the coming holiday season. My father died 12 yrs ago and i grieved, i was heart-broken, but it was nothing like this. This is dibilitating.  I don't want to get up anymore, i've had suicidal thoughts ( i can't - i have to be here for my son) .. In any case, i am so so sorry for YOUR loss.  You aren't alone.  I hope that you and i both can go on.  I understand your pain.  I don't really believe in a god anymore or i'd say prayers for you, but i will have my family pray for you and that you find peace. xo  Judi

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