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Sibling Loss / Re: Information about the Sibling Loss Board
« on: February 04, 2009, 05:42:00 PM »
I lost my brother in November after a 4 year battle with cancer. he was only 32- diagnosed 6 months after he got married. I was there when he passed, holding his hand. I thought I was doing ok, Made it through the wake, funeral, and multiple family gatherings, even the holidays weren't so horrible...but after a pretty ugly breakdown at a friends house a few weeks ago I feel like the leavy broke and there is no repairing it.  I think about mike every day.  I usually end up crying everyday, or atleast have to fight back tears a few times a day.  The littlest things make me think of him.  I want to be happy when I think of him, but Im not there yet, and I refuse to let myself stop thinking of him. 
I know time will help ease the pain, but I feel like Ive taken a giant leap in reverse

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