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Sibling Loss / Re: miss my unc
« on: November 02, 2008, 02:28:13 AM »
Hello there. I am very sorry for the loss of your uncle. If you would like to talk I am here to listen.

Sibling Loss / Re: Information about the Sibling Loss Board
« on: October 29, 2008, 06:36:53 AM »
I am new to this, but the lose is not. My parents and I did not get along so they sent me to live with my brother while they were long haul truckers. He was everything to me, my gaurdian, my confidant, my protector and my best friend. I had a dream of him driving on an extremely curvey mountain road and that the car flipped over on him and that he died. I woke up and was paniced. I told him about my dream and he held me and calmed me down, but I had that very same dream 2 more times and then I got the knock on the door. It was a detective telling me the very same dream I had. I never visited the place where my brother died, but I described it to the detective and it was like I was there. My parents told me to move back in and when the family came for the funeral I was told that I would have to stay in a tent in the back yard and that what I was feeling didn't matter. My parents thought that they were doing what was best for me at the time, but does it ever stop hurting?  I had just turned 18 that year and my whole world was gone. It has been over 20 years since that and I still miss him every day...I did find my soulmate, but lost him to cancer in 1996 and just this past April I lost my father. I am so empty inside. I am not sure what to do. 

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