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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Hello Everyone

« on: December 14, 2011, 12:15:29 PM »

I want to thank everyone for their kind words.   It does mean a lot. 

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Hello Everyone

« on: December 11, 2011, 11:07:42 PM »

My name is Aaron,  my wife Lisa passed away on Nov 30 while waiting for a transplant.  She was my best friend, my love, she was my life.  I miss her more and more everyday.  It wasn't bad last week just because it seemed like she was on a trip or something, but reality is starting to set in and I feel sad.  I miss her so much and she hasn't been gone that long.  We were married for over 6 years, (shes been in my life for more than 9 years) luckily we didn't have any kids yet, but we were planning to before she started getting sick.  In fact the week she got sick back in Sept of 2010 was the week we were going to start trying for a family.  It hard to think I have to start all over at the age of 33.  I wish she was still here with me.  She was so beautiful, always the life of the party.  I was the shy one and she would always pull me out of my shell to meet new people.  I don't know what I'm going to do without her.   actually think I broke down the past couple of days because it's the weekend and I don't have work to distract me and even though I'm trying to get out of the house as much as possible I seem to be here a lot and everything reminds me of her.  I was looking of something today and I found an old mouse pad that she had wrote Lisa Loves Aaron on probably 6 years ago.  I don't know why we saved it , but we did, finding that I just broke down.  Oh well hopefully tomorrow work will distract me again.  I seem happy there, it's weird the place that a few weeks ago I wanted to spend as little time as possible at I now want to be there all the time.