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Main / Re: 4 days and it will be a year
« on: December 27, 2006, 07:46:06 PM »
Grief and loss haven't mellowed me. After just over a year after my ma died I'm still very angry and bitter. I find it so difficult to live and love, and I treat my boyfriend terribly.

I'm hoping that the mellowing comes soon

Hope your all having "Happy Holidays"

Mat xx

Main / Re: I would like to ask everyone a question
« on: December 27, 2006, 07:26:14 PM »
Before my ma died (December 2005) I never dreamed (or remembered my dreams anyway). Afterwards, I'd dream every night. Not dreams about her, but such vivid and weird dreams that would disturb me, and disturb my sleep and I'd wake up as tired as when I went to bed. This went on for months but then they subsided. About a month ago they started again, with the same intensity. Very weird dreams with no relevance to my ma at all, but they'd freak me out and be quite chilling.

As other people have said, I think it's the subconscious working things out

I do wish mine would have my ma in them though, rather than the bizarre ones I have

Main / Re: made it to new board
« on: December 10, 2006, 02:03:02 PM »
Glad I made you titter Lonnie. Sounds as if you could do with it right now. You're always so kind to everyone in here... it seems like you never miss a message and always have something positive to contribute. I really hope that life improves for you very soon and that you're feeling better physically and emotionally before too long

Huge Hugs!  :-*

Main / It's almost a year
« on: December 08, 2006, 03:01:29 PM »
And I've been wobbling quite a bit. I really miss me ma. I want a big hug off her and for her to rub me head and back

Main / Re: made it to new board
« on: December 08, 2006, 02:59:45 PM »
Ooooo I made it too. Took a little while though as there were some problems registering.

Isn't it clean in here. It smells of new carpets  ;D

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