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Child Loss / Re: Signs from our Precious Children
« on: November 10, 2011, 08:37:30 PM »


My Kaiden came to me this week. His one month anniversary was October 8th. We were sitting outside...me Kaiden and my husband. We were sitting outside on a bright sunny day just relaxing and he was laughing and clapping his little hands. I could feel the happiness in him. I could feel how much he was loved. He was happy and ok and all I could do was smile. I never spoke to him. We spoke mentally. I.told him how much I loved and missed him. He just kept laughing and clapping. I didn't want to wake up but a voice told me anytime I wanted to see him to just dream...I woke up with tears of joy because I truly knew he was happy. I'll never stop missing him but I'm glad he came to me. I think he knew I was suffering and hurt. I think he came to soothe me as I did him. My pain won't go way but it gave me some comfort....at least for the moment!!!

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Child Loss / Re: kaiden-troy chance evans
« on: October 26, 2011, 07:29:33 AM »
Thinking of you my precious Kaiden...missing you and loving you.

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Child Loss / kaiden-troy chance evans
« on: October 23, 2011, 12:44:35 PM »
Kaiden-Troy Chance Evans born July 4, 2011 was my baby. A beautiful happy healthy baby boy. My world. He was truly the product of love. From the moment I saw him he lit my heart and soul up with joy. We sent everyday together. He never wanted to sleep he was so nose. He was bright eyed and alert. He wad just learning how to roll over on his back and he smiled all day. He liked to cuddle with his daddy. I can remember walking into our bedroom and watching them sleep. It was so peaceful. I felt so happy.

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Child Loss / Re: Chat Room, Update!
« on: October 23, 2011, 11:11:32 AM »
Hi Terry. I'm not sure how to get in the chat room.  Plz help

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Child Loss / Re: SOS - IMMEDIATE NEED
« on: October 23, 2011, 08:23:18 AM »
I read all the posts on here and my heart goes out to you all. I can feel your pain and its like you all are talking for me. My son has been gone for 15 days.....I don't know what to do with myself most days. No more bottles to make or diapers to change....no more. I have thought about putting myself out of misery but then I think about my other 5 children and my husband and I say I'm being selfish to them that they need me to...but I say Kaiden needs me too. My baby boy is gone and I didn't tell him enough how much I loved him. I can't mourn around my family because they say get over it and push forward. So I try to smile when I'm really dying inside or better yet...I'm dead already. I can't sleep or eat and my husband doesn't understand. He doesn't understand my heart is broken and can never be fixed

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Child Loss / Re: Sunday cave dwellers
« on: October 23, 2011, 07:08:16 AM »
I would like to join the cave because yes the holidays are coming up but I need to hide here as much as possible. I can't escape my reality or my dreams. I just want to disappear sometimes

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Child Loss / Re: Birthdays & Angel Days
« on: October 23, 2011, 06:45:03 AM »
Kaiden-Troy Chance Evans
Birthday* July 4, 2011
Angel Date * October 8, 2011

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Child Loss / Re: Introducing Our Precious Children
« on: October 22, 2011, 09:30:56 AM »
Kaiden-Troy Chance Evans July 4, 2011- October 4,2011was a beautiful happy healthy baby boy. He was a happy baby...always laughing and smiling . Bringing joy to everyone around him. My husband  and I fed him and put him to bed at 1:45 am when I woke up at 5:45am he was gone. Part of me is still in denial and the other half is in agony. I can't imagine life without him. My baby boy was.only here for 3 months....I miss him so much

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