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Child Loss / Re: just miss him
« on: April 13, 2010, 05:01:20 PM »
Thank you all for being there

You have always been my life line and you always will be

we are connected by the unspoken

I thank you and support all of you that travel OUR life long struggle

WE all believe differnetly, yet we all believe in the same our children


I thank you for being there in my dark hours, and I may not be there as much in yours, but you are in my heart and always on my mind

Always

Jeffreys Mom
forever
xoxoxoxoxoxo


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Child Loss / just miss hime
« on: April 06, 2010, 04:44:07 PM »
Have not been here in awhile

some days after all is said and done......... I just miss Jeff!

and it hurts so much!!

been five years , yet seems like yesterday

I miss him!!


Kyme

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Child Loss / Jeffrey's fourth angel date
« on: February 25, 2009, 06:59:32 PM »
she takes the back road and the lane
past the school that has not changed
in all this time
she thinks of when the boy was young
all the battles she had won
just to give him life

that man
she loved that man
for all his life
but now we meet to take him flowers
and only God knows why

for what's the use in pressing palms
when children fade in mother's arms
it's a cruel world
we've so much to lose
and what we have to learn
we rarely choose

so if it's God who took her son
he cannot be the one living in her mind

take care my love, she said
don't think that God is dead
take care my love, she said
you have been loved

if I was weak, forgive me
but I was terrified
you brushed my eyes with angels wings
full of love
the kind that makes devils cry

so these days
my life has changed
and I'll be fine
but she just sits and counts the hours
searching for her crime

so what's the use of pressing palms
if you won't keep such love from harm
it's a cruel world
you've so much to prove

and heaven help the ones
who wait for you

well I've no daughters I've no sons
guess I'm the only one
living in my life

take care my love, he said
don't think that God is dead
take care my love, he said
you have been loved

(George Michael/David Austin)

Missing you always, loving you forever
Always leaving the light on so you find your way home

My son, my love, my life

Always and forever mom
xoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo


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Child Loss / Re: missing my son
« on: January 20, 2009, 06:56:56 PM »
Tammy

I feel your grief like it is mine, I would tell you it gets better but for me it never has, I lost Jeffrey in 2005 and life has not been the same......My youngest son all of  18 moved out , guess our family fell apart, guess Jeffrey kept it together

Now four years later I still hurt like the day he died ,,,,for me pain has never eased, he was first born the love of my life....the first life I gave

But I remember him as a young man and instill in the kids that I met and the ones I have,,,I instill what he believed we are one we are no different and accepatance is what we need, I believe that they made a difference and I hope and being a non believer that ione day we see our sons again

I feel your pain , I hug you big and wish we were not here together
Kyme Love you always my son, your Mom. miss you Jeffrey

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Child Loss / Jeffrey's Birthday
« on: December 22, 2008, 07:11:19 AM »
As christmas approaches us once again, so does my eldest son's birthday. Jeffrey would have been 25 this year. The holidays make me so sad knowing that I will never see his amazing smile, or the sound of his voice or see the laughter in his eyes ever again!

MISSING HIM ALWAYS LOVING HIM FOREVER


Jeffrey's Mom, Kyme

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Child Loss / Does it every get any better
« on: November 26, 2008, 08:18:10 PM »
HI all

Tired tonight puting Jeffrey as by back ground, just broke down instead

been three yearss think it is time for the break down, just want him home so much it still hurts like day one

what the hell do I do now crying all the time, never want to get out of bed, do not have interest in anything

Kyme
Jeffreys Mom alwaays

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Child Loss / Re: Have been away a long time
« on: November 07, 2008, 06:55:34 PM »
May God bless and keep you always,
May your wishes all come true,
May you always do for others
And let others do for you.
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.

May you grow up to be righteous,
May you grow up to be true,
May you always know the truth
And see the lights surrounding you.
May you always be courageous,
Stand upright and be strong,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.

May your hands always be busy,
May your feet always be swift,
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift.
May your heart always be joyful,
May your song always be sung,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.

I miss you always my son, always think about you every moment of everyday

and you should have never been taken, you my son were a good man, and would have made a difference, I miss you so

I love you Jeffrey and want you home so bad

Your Mom whom walks everyday alone with her pain watching children grow, and you are not amongst them
xoxoxoxoxxoxo


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Child Loss / Re: Have been away a long time
« on: October 28, 2008, 06:09:52 PM »
I do not want to stumble and fall, I do not want to want

I want, need Jeffrey back

I need him, him and it hurts
 and do not unserstand why he was taken
he was a good kid

Just can not understand

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Child Loss / Have been away a long time
« on: October 25, 2008, 04:22:13 PM »
Hi all

I have been away from here a long time, to much pain, to many kids dieing thought it was the best thing to do,

Well the world is a much harsher place, no one understands losing a child, I just get...get over it already


So I am back here, back right where I started ..........lost!

sorry I abandoned you, but I thought I could do this, thought that if I did not think about Jeffrey I would be okay

but I can't, he is my son, was my son, and I LOVE AND LOVED HIM.

after three years right back where I started, nowhere!!!


wrong direction, wrong highway

always jeffrey's Mom
a mom on a journey with no map that got lost
Kyme

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Child Loss / I would like to thank you all
« on: February 23, 2008, 04:01:32 PM »
Dear All.

Yes I do not visit often, yes I do not grace everyone ,I do think of you and your kids so many times so often, remeber their dates!

A child dieing, killed by his/her hands or by cancer/sicknes or by the case of my son a freaking accident is a child dead!

I have an extreme hard time with this. I have an extreme time with kids dieing.

I work in education, I see kids everyday, no home, no parents present. no support, and I think of Jeffrey, he had me in the face of teachers, pushing him, loving him, talking to him, a kid , no achocol, no drugs, no gangs and he s dead!

Breaks my heart each day I am alive.

I know you all are in the same boat as I and my heart goes out to you, but I can not deal with so much death, heartache, I am so sorry I have abandoned you guys, because you we all there when I needed you the most!


ĢI strife to make things better for our street kids in montreal, to get them off the streets, I work endlessly at my job and volutenner to help them.>

I figure that I can not give this to my son maybe I can give thos love , hope desire to learn to someone else.

It has caused problems, my youngest has moved out and my daughter and I have trouble seeing eye to eye, what was her punishment maybe not theres!


I am trying, I try to do good but am losing my kids in the end

Jeffrey if you can hear m tell me is Mom doing right!

Once again I thank you for all your support, threw the years I have needed ou and you have always been there!

I love you guys and thank you, you saved me


Kyme
am mom on a journey with no map
Jeffrey`s mom always and forever

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Child Loss / The day the world stole my son
« on: February 22, 2008, 06:26:11 PM »
My dearest Son,

Every moment I miss you, everyday is empty without you, and as each year passes,
life becomes more and more unimportant.

I miss you my son, I will love you forever and think of you always.

I love you Jeffrey more than you ever knew

Always
your mom on a journey with no map
Kyme "Jeffrey's Mom Always


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Child Loss / Jeffrey's 24th Birthday
« on: December 06, 2007, 05:21:02 PM »
My Jeff

I love and miss you, you should not be where ever you are you should be home with US!

WE miss you and love you always, Happy Birthday my Son, I want so much to make you a cake, to celebrate

but instead I mourn you

always Mom, Jen and Jon

My Jeff , mom misses you so much!  XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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