Well, tomorrow is the day. Surgery on my shoulder. I am very nervous and yet there is a calm about me. Jason's friend was in a terrible crash and he was not expected to live. Thank G-d he did and today we went to see him. He is home, walking talking working. He said that he say the light and was determined that his time and work on earth was not up. He has blue eyes like Jason and a scruffy beard like him. When he put one of his Kangaroo hats on I was sure for a minute it was Jason. He told me that Jason is all over and that he knows that Jason pushed us off the sled and for that he is sorry but the time has come for us to know he is here and to put some joy back into our lives. So much easier said than done. We had not heard from his g/f friend since she was at the unvieling of his stone almost a year ago. Well, as we were sitting at Matt's house, she called. Coincidence, I think not. With one hand again I will not be here for a couple of weeks. Wishing all of you the best that you can have and be.
Rebecca Jason's Mom