May 4th, 2 days before the 3rd month anniversery of the accident, my family and I are attending a dinner where my honey will be honored. He was a tax man and this is his 25th season. I have known of and dredded this night since right after it happeded. I am very thankful that he is going to be honored and I am so afraid that I will break down and "loose it." We have to be in front of everyone to accept his award. My daughter is probably right when she says, go on and cry, eveyone knows how you 2 loved one another and they will cry too as they loved him also. my other daughter says to stay seated and let them take care of it. I do not want to do anything to dishonor him or his memory. This is also the last time I will be with most of this group of people. It is big, the district. He knew most all of them. I don't. His office has been in touch with me all along.
This is going to be tough, but I wouldn't be anyplace else during this time. He was on his way to the office when the accident happened...... they have had a tough season also, having to tell and talk to all of his clients.
Please think of our family and maybe the good thoughts will give us strength. Thank you, Crushed