I must write these messages,mails,prayers,poems...to him. He may never be forgotten! I start to worry about others forgetting him. They stopped talking about him...they stopped visiting his grave...they stopped mentioning his name...as if he never lived on this earth! I realized that now feeling so deep pain inside as no words can say. He became the past for everyone else...but not for me... He will be irreplaceable forever! It´s because no one ever loved him so much as I do! I love him more than myself...more than anybody else...more than everything...from the bottom of my heart...above all...forever!!! While I live on this earth,he will never be forgotten!!! He is the best and the most beautiful being for me...inside and outside too...my everything... He is worthy of this...deserving of all the love I feel for him for eternity... He is my life...my breath...my heartbeat... How could I not mention his name? How could I not remember every moment spending with him? How could I not cry for him? How could I live without him? The trees are growing,the flowers are blooming,the birds are singing,the sun is shining,the world is going on...without him...and he wanted to see it with me for the rest of our lives on here... It still hurts and always will,because he is worthy of that all...
"My only one,my dearest,my beloved Jan,this is all for you and always will,because I will never forget you!!!
You will never be forgotten...never...my love..."
Janka