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LaVonne

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20 years today
« on: November 15, 2018, 04:56:43 PM »
Its been 20 years today since Jason left this Earth.I sure do miss him. We went to the land Sunday and put out wreath and flowers as I do every year. I told my husband I can't believe we have  been going to the land every year for 20 yrs. He was 47 in August and time seems to stand still at times. I don't know what to do anymore, I just function and survive. I am so tired of this phony life I live and most times can't talk about Jason because no one wants to listen.  Everyone goes on with their lives as if nothing has happened and it hasn't to them. I just work and sleep . I am so tired all the time I come home from work and I fall asleep in my chair, I don't have any energy to do anything. Just rambling I guess, No one cares anymore. Hugs to all, LaVonne mom to Jason

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Re: 20 years today
« Reply #1 on: November 15, 2018, 09:19:34 PM »
(((((Lavonne)))))

Thinking of you and your precious, ever loved and missed, Jason.
I moved today. I'm close to my sister now as my bil  died in July.
Yes time goes by for everyone else. I couldn't go to sleep tonight without letting you know I had Jason on my mind and in my heart today.

Love you Lavonne,
Terry

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Re: 20 years today
« Reply #2 on: November 17, 2018, 03:36:54 AM »
thank you for all you do. Glad you are close to your sister now,that helps.This board I noticed has changed not as active as it use to be.
No one responds as they use to do. only a few . times change I guess. Hugs to you and talk later. I have to get to work.  Love you LaVonne