Hi All,
Maybe I should post this under grief unrelated to death, except that it is due to the death of my husband 11 years ago this coming Sunday. It's not really a grief thing, as much as it is a sorrow and frustration that I can not for the life of me, find my new life. I don't live in the past. I have let that go years ago. But in spite of the many things I have done, trips I have taken, volunteer work I have done, ministry I have created, Meetups I have hosted and participated in, and friends I have made, I do not find the happiness and fulfillment that I had with my husband. I even sold our home that I loved, thinking it would help me, but the house I am in now does not hold a candle to the one I had. I couldn't afford one like I had. Really stupid.
I would love to move on to my happy new life, but, where the heck is it?
Thanks for letting me vent.
Peace and Healing,
mousewife