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mousewife

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Where is my new life?
« on: March 15, 2018, 07:46:07 PM »
Hi All,

Maybe I should post this under grief unrelated to death, except that it is due to the death of my husband 11 years ago this coming Sunday. It's not really a grief thing, as much as it is a sorrow and frustration that I can not for the life of me, find my new life.  I don't live in the past.  I have let that go years ago.  But in spite of the many things I have done, trips I have taken, volunteer work I have done, ministry I have created, Meetups I have hosted and participated in, and friends I have made,  I do not find the happiness and fulfillment that I had with my husband.  I even sold our home that I loved, thinking it would help me, but the house I am in now does not hold a candle to the one I had.  I couldn't afford one like I had. Really stupid.

I would love to move on to my happy new life, but, where the heck is it?

Thanks for letting me vent.

Peace and Healing,
mousewife

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Re: Where is my new life?
« Reply #1 on: March 15, 2018, 07:59:01 PM »
((((((((mousewife))))))) :love9: :love9: