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leo

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Lost another partner!
« on: March 18, 2017, 07:24:22 PM »
Hello,
It has been about 6 1/2 years since I last posted...NEVER did I think that I would RETURN but here I am in anguish once again...I ask  myself "why me ", but there is no answer, life just seems like a series of random events and I  was once again very unfortunate...7 years ago I lost my beautiful, loving wife and partner of 33 years...a year later I met another wonderful woman...we shared 5 glorious years together...10 months ago, I lost her...OMG, why, why, why? I been in and out of my "Howard Hugh's shell"
many times, I am able to be a true recluse despite my liking to be around people very much...yes, very contradictory...am trying to get out more among people over the last several months...I detest being alone and the evenings are very, very traumatizing for me...
Leo