October is here again and so is the extreme pain. It will be 8 years on the 20th since I had to say goodbye to my precious sister. It is not getting any easier. My heart is in so much pain right now. I am so numb. I want her back SO BAD.
The 26th and 31st are the angel dates of my grandpa and grandmother. I wish my grandpa was here so I could be in his arms again. I always felt so safe and comforted in his arms.
I HATE this pain. It hurts so much I just want to scream.