Am really struggling right now as I am facing so much pain at once. My uncle's angel date is coming up and then my mother's birthday is the next day. Next month is my mother's angel date. I feel like I am going to suffocate in the pain. How do you keep breathing when when you feel like everything is closing in on you? I just miss my mother and uncle so much and would give anything to have them back. I find myself asking over and over, "Why did they have to die?"