Dear Terry!
Thanks for your beautiful words,especially about my beloved Jan.He is my everlasting sun with so blue eyes as mine shining like the stars,with the magic smile making me smile too,both in a good time and a hard time and with the beauty of his being inside and outside too.He is everywhere I am,I know.He is so happy reading those poems I´ve always been writing for him as he had always looked for them.We had the world of ours,such beautiful as only dreams can be and I´d give my all for giving it back.He died in the happiest time of our lives after 5 years spending together,but those 5 years do mean to me more than 50 years to someone else.The love is the most important thing.All the things are going to come to an end,but the love is eternal and one day we´ll be with our loved ones again.
Italy is really beautiful.It´s a land of my dreams.If I could,I´d have bought there a little house at the seaside together with my beloved Jan.It could be there or in Croatia we used to travel almost every year.We had selected places we could get in 10-15 hours by car.The last summer we spent there too.It was near Korcula in Croatia,as magic place as in a fairy-tale.For the reason it was the last time with him,it is the most beautiful place for me and I´d love to return there one day,but it is 15-20 hours,so I don´t want to travel alone.I´d be crying all along.Despite of that I don´t stop dreaming of travelling there as it does mean too much to me.
Hugs and kisses,
Janka