Thank You Sisters,I never thought of it that way I think that might make it a little easier.I had to go to the Social Security office today about the one time payout to help with the expenses,that was hard,I guess because it made feel like"she's not coming back"I hate to admit it, the book I've been reading says I need to tell myself that at least 2 times a day,I;ve been doing that for the past 3 days,I still want to tear up and cry when I say it and that really hurts,but I'm trying to take "Baby Steps"like Lisa said,but it's still hard !!!!That's what I like about this sight,I learn how to take things and do things differently to help myself.
Thanks again Sisters !!