((((((((((((((( John ))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry for the loss of your Doyle.
I'm glad you found us. We all help each other. We are family here.
This is a very hard journey as you know. You need to take of you. Take one sec, min, hour , day at a time. Scream , yell , cry , we all do it.
It might not be for you but maybe start a journal. I have a few of them. I don't write as much as I did before. Maybe see if there is a grief group in your area.
We are always here for you.
Always,
Lisa