((((Peggy))))
I understand. It doesn't matter how much time has gone by, we miss our babies and it hurts, a lot and it always will. I wish you could get that call from AC. I think that's all we really want, is to hear their voice, touch them, hug them and tell them how much we love them and how it is to live in this world, to finish out our lives, without them in it. But, I have a feeling that they already know.
You 'will' get through this. We can feel so empty sometimes that it's frightening but we have this place to come to, a place where we can share any feeling we're having and it's never questioned, no one is ever shocked and we leave feeling just a little less lonely. And, at out worst down times, that could be the most we could ask for.
I'm in that dark place with you and I'm holding your hand because we're going to walk toward the light, together. And, we do that for each other every time we listen and really hear what the other is saying and feeling. And, I hear you, Peggy. And, I agree that we learn how to live in this world without our children and that's very hard work and it's never-ending work.
I've been walking my drive to the main gate every night for the last four nights. It get's lonely in the house and I need to get out, walk and breathe the fresh air. It seems to help. This is not my favorite season.
You're loved, you know? Very much. Sending that love through cyberspace and sure hope you can feel it.
Love,
Terry