Thank you so much for your post and I really appreciate the kind thoughts and prayers. I missed you too and I can never forget your and other kindness here that have helped me to heal from losing Maureen. Not a day goes by when she isn't in my thoughts. Recently I have felt guilty about not helping one of Maureen's relatives who has suffered severe dementia in her old age. I know if Maureen were alive she would want me to visit and help, but this woman, Maureen's Aunt, lives in a distant city that would require a lot of planning for me to get there, and I honestly don't know if I could retain my composure if her aunt would even remember who I am. Her aunt is in good hands and is being cared for in her illness and old age, and I still suffer from frequent migraines while trying to hold down a full time job. So I am struggling about what to do here as a visit has become problematic.
Yes I'll post again here Terry I hope that what I have gone through can maybe help someone who is grieving for their lost spouse. Thanks for inviting me back. Take care Terry I hope you are doing well too!