Hi...I lost my lovely wife 3 weeks ago, and I don't know how I will get through this. Linda fought Cancer for five long years, the last 6 months were grueling.Linda was able to stay at home, thanks to Hospice..I was there at her side the whole time..This is so hard..I was prepared i thought, but reality has set in, and I am hurting so bad...We were the couple that did everything toogether for 25 years, talked about everything, loved each other to the fullest..and now the emptiness I feel is overwhelming..at a complete loss....I know this is early on, but releif I don't think will ever come...I am so alone.....I know not to make decisions right away, I am trying so hard ....I just don't know what to do