((((Sissy))))
No one call tell you how to grieve. Grief is as unique as each of us. I remember having feelings and emotions that I didn't even know exisited.
One day at a time......I wish I could say it got easier, but it really doesn't.....you just learn to live with it, or at least I did. You are very early in your grief, don't put a time limit on yourself, and try and be patient with yourself, you have gone though something very tramatic and hurtful.