I am new here and I have just lost my 19 year old son to a car accident three and half weeks ago and it i way more than i can bare. I work and go through life as i do have two kids to live for and just not sure how to hold on right now. He and i was always together. I had him threee days 19 and lost him at 19. we grew up together in a sense and i feel i lost the best part of me. He was always so kind and if mommy had a bad day he would make me smile. He could walk into the room and my whole universe lite up. Noone has ever melted my heart the way that boy did. I miss my son more than words could ever describe. I wanna join him but know for some reason god keeps me here and i hate it here.