Dear muddeez!
I´ve been trying to get my feelings out everytime I write a poem to my beloved man Jan dedicated from the bottom of my heart.I found a place here I can say a few words for my beloved deceased,so I created my Memorial book dedicated to my beloved Jan.I can recommend it to you and also everyone who is suffering and wants to do something for his beloved deceased person he´s thinking of for keeping the memories of beloved one alive forever.If you´d like I can give you some informations about to make you feel better.Some things don't ever go back to where they were and on top of all the pain leaves scars.
It´s so difficult to understand why such things happen,especially when all the bad people are staying alive to hurt the others and the good people are dying to be separated from their loved ones.Since my sudden painful loss I´ve bought 6 books writing by Raymond Moody and another one from Jeffrey Long which I´ve been finding a comfort,hope and proof in to be with my beloved man Jan going on forever till eternity that I´ve always known,but it´s good to read the stories of the people they´ve met their loved ones after death.If you´d like to read them,I can recommend you for example The evidence of the afterlife by Jeffrey Long and Paul Perry from 2010.It´s up to you to decide on your own.
Anyway I´m here for you if you only want to find a close person to talk about to find an understanding and a support as well as I need too.
Hugs from Janka