HELLO EVERYONE, my sister-in law just sent me a song i wanted to share , I MADE IT THRU THE RAIN BY BARRY MANILOW.it was a very comforting song. i wish we could all see a day of making it thru the rain. i know for me these 27 weeks have been the most MISERABLE, PAINFUL, LONLY, DEEP DOWN AGONIZINGS DAYS OF MY LIFE. i keep thinking im getting better then........... WHO KNOWS WHAT HAPPENS BASICALLY WALKING OUT MY FRONT DOOR. so i just stay in . GOD I MISS MY BOY (could ya tell i was screaming that) & it seems like no one hears or answers! i do have a wonderful family , but they are all dealing with the loss also & their own health issues , i cant keep laying the burden on them. ive read 2 post about smelling this morning GOD BLESS YOU THAT DO & CAN. ive slept with SHANES shirt since the day of the accident & im so sad its lost its smell. i have found if i wear my mask 1 day & pretend im ok the next day im just so miserable, i tried to be ok yesterday, now today ive been in & out of bed , migrane pill, my whole body is just weakened . GOD I HATE THIS JOURNEY I DONT WANT TO BE ON IT ANY LONGER, THE PAIN IS JUST TOO INTENSE FOR MY MIND & BODY.thanks for letting me vent once again GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU, & HOPE WE CAN FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT THRU THE RAIN . LOVE & PEACE SANDY SHANES MOM FOR A WONDERFUL 29 YEARS THANK YOU SHANE.