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Child Loss / Re: Repost by "Marzz - In honor of "Kelly"
« on: July 20, 2011, 08:48:18 PM »
Terry thankyou for posting this again, It's my life and Kelly"s now.
We liked the same books,movies. she like the older Harry Potter movies
when there's a new one that came out, through kellys  (( not as good as the other.s ))
We are together still and allways.
love Marzz

Child Loss / Re: Kelly's Angel Date ((((( Marzz )))))
« on: July 20, 2011, 08:18:24 PM »
Thanks for your reply's,
Still miss Kelly so much can't beleve it's been 5ys
she is with me always.
love to you all hugs too Marzz

Child Loss / Re: Been a long time since I posted
« on: July 17, 2011, 06:45:01 AM »
It's been along time for me to, it's been 5ys tomorrow for me. I miss Kelly so much
sending my love to you and a hug, thinking of your beautiful Jessica and her face in the photo,
that's all we have now memories.
Hugs Marzz

Child Loss / Re: Difficulties in Coping
« on: September 04, 2010, 04:14:43 PM »
I'm so very sorry for loss
my heart go's out to you.
Life can be very hard for some of us
Big hug Marzz

Child Loss / Re: Hi everybody this is Kelly's mum
« on: August 26, 2010, 04:25:57 AM »
Thanks Annie for your reply
Well two days after I posted this, Doc sent me for CT scan,
well would'nt you know it, they found I have a brain tumour
Don't fancy the op, but I'm not afraid.
Nothing is as bad as losing my Kelly
I'll get their if it's not the bigC.
Will let you know how I get on if I can, will have Kelly with me,
she is always here with me.

love to you all marzz

Child Loss / Hi everybody this is Kelly's mum
« on: August 16, 2010, 06:50:25 PM »
Been awhile, but read posts often.
Over 4ys now since I lost Kelly and 2ys since my husband die.
My God it's been hard, With no one to talk to about Kelly
being all alone and having lots of heath pro's.
My grief for Kelly has softened a little now, which I never would not have belived
If someone would have said that it would  to me in the first year's'
they would have been talking out there hats.
I smile now at the beautiful memories of her now, cry too. (a lot)

Don't see a lots of photo's our great kids so much now miss there lovely faces
that's good I hope, it mean's their getting on with life, acceptance their sadness.
And that we learn to know that sadness is part of our life's now.
know I'm rambling on
not good with words.
Tom thankyou so very much for this website know that you have help so many parents
in this hell of a journey.

Love to all Marzz Kelly's mum

Child Loss / Re: Something I can relate to....
« on: November 17, 2009, 01:50:39 AM »
This is so very true.

Child Loss / Re: Charlies Bday
« on: November 17, 2009, 01:47:26 AM »
Remembering your Charlie on he's 16th birthday
Sending my love and a big hug,
he's always with you Melissa no matter what.

Child Loss / Re: 5 years ago tomorrow
« on: October 07, 2009, 06:46:25 AM »
Hello Brenda
Sending my love to you
5 year's and you are rembering the beautiful times
so glad,   Taylor is that perfect son you love so much,
Taylor is in your heart now he is feeling that love.
He is with you forever, you will never lose him again.
Hugs Marzz

Child Loss / Re: 9 months ago today....
« on: September 25, 2009, 06:26:27 AM »
jsdaa so sorry you've lost Sarah
It's going to be so hard this journey.
I'm not one to post it's been 3yrs for me
I still read everyday and send my love to all here.
because with our friends here I would not have made
it this far,
Someone on this board posted this a long time ago and
have put my own words to it and I live by it.
Hope it will help you.


We are cast on this path without our consent, enveloped by a depth of pain we never dreamed existed.
We have times when despair and loneliness threaten to engulf us.

But! we do have one companion on this lonely journey our child who died.
I think there is never a moment in the day when a part of me in not connected to my daughter Kelly, to our years together and to our present relationship.
My daughter lives inside me now, and the same gifts she gave me when she was physically alive are still available to me through her spirit.
In some ways, "her spirit" is stronger, because they are contained and undiluted within me.

When the days get unbearably hard, when I think of all this wonderful young women missed by not living her life out,
I try to remember to focus on the present child, the one inside me.
I try to integrate her spirit into my life, sometimes seeing through her eyes, thinking from her heart and mind.

No matter how old your child who died, the essence of their unique being remains within you forever.
It is through us and others who knew them that our children continue to live and affect our present world.
Though not in the way we hoped and expected, our beloved children are still alive.

May the spirit of the child who lives so deep within your heart help you through this time and through every moment,
As long as we carry them in our heart, they will live and their spirit will comfort and guide us.
Kelly’s Mum

Child Loss / Re: People we have not heard from
« on: March 14, 2009, 05:39:00 AM »
Hello everyone
This is Kelly's mum, It will be 3ys in July that my daughter died
It still seem only like 3 weeks, and my husdand of 43ys will be gone
1 year this March.
I'm so alone now, no one, have not heard from anybody since
my husband past away and with him gone I have no one to talk
about Kelly.
Just emptiness now, just memories of my beautiful Kelly, the missing scares me
so. the only reason I'm still here is for my little dog, don't know what would happen
to her if I wen't to.
The reality is I don't won't to be here anymore
I read all your post's everyday.
You are the only family i have now and I know you all understand
where I'm coming from,  don't have anything to contribute
to help you, just my tear's from your sad story's.
maybe I should not write this post, you all have to much sadness in your life's to.
But i will tell you one thing my love for Kelly has got me this far.
So sorry to be so of putting you don't need it.
Love to you all peace be with you, marzz

Child Loss / Re: Alek's 3 year Angel Date is Sunday
« on: October 10, 2008, 09:52:03 PM »
Marianna wishing you peace at this time.
Hugs Marzz

Child Loss / Re: Things left unsaid
« on: October 10, 2008, 09:49:14 PM »
Rita Holding your hand at this time.
Don't post much just read, but your post's are the way I feel about my daughter Kelly
The word's not said, missing my best friend, my little baby, my little girl, and the women she became,
over 2ys now. But the love I know she give to me has got me this far and I have her home with me
will never let her go never.
Hang on to Becca love, because you know she will be with you forever, and on someday's it will make you
a little stronger.
Sending my love Marzz
and love to all on the board

Child Loss / Re: HI Im new here and want to share my story
« on: May 07, 2008, 02:49:02 AM »
Oh darling my heart go's out to you, what a sweet little boy your Cayden is
it should never have happend,
I feel your pain, your love for him, your world upside down,
I'm so very very sorry for you and your family.
Sending my love Marzz

Child Loss / Re: Thought for the Day: Friends are Like Balloons
« on: May 02, 2008, 01:04:34 PM »
Life is also like balloons
some just pop early
others go down slowly
but the one's that pop early we look for the broken pieces
Why? their broken bit's of our heart's.
Hugs Marzz

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