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Child Loss / Thoughts for the day(warning)
« on: December 11, 2006, 10:26:51 AM »
So I would seem I'm almost a month pregnant no blood work but I'm 10 days late two positive test and lost of familiar pressure and cramping. I did something I thought would be impossible to do. I re did Erin's room. I threw out some stuff that I just couldn't keep got a crib and playpen. Next my husband and I will repaint it and the put new flooring down cause the carpet is nasty. I sit back and wonder what has become of me? I will never ever forget Erin, but I have to believe this one will be  born ALIVE AND HEALTHY I have to , but to due so I have to not hesitate to do baby stuff which is kinda happy and yet haunting at the same time. I miss Erin , but am giddy about the new one. Does this make me a bad mom to Erin? I haven't forgotten her. I just want to be happy about this one. I hope she know I love her and always will but I can't be a half mommie to my precious new baby's I'm so confused and lost. God bless me with a alive healthy baby and give me the strength to truly live so that I can be the best mommy I can be. I can't forget her but I can't stop living. :-) this is so hard. ???

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Child Loss / HI everyone. Happy late birthday to Erin
« on: December 04, 2006, 11:27:21 AM »
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So this weekend was rough and I ssssssssoooooooo missed you guys. Erin's projected birthday was Dec 2nd and here's the letter for her.

My dearest Erin
 Today was suppose to be your birthday, and I miss you terribly. I'm thinking of you and lighting a candle for you and all my friends who are suffering from this pain as well. Although there seems to be a sliver lining. It seem there are to pink lines on my first response pregnancy test. I don't know what to feel. I find this out after being told I wasn't and then on the day you were suppose to be here. I am so afraid of going through the same thing again, but will not let it stop me from loving this one as I love you. Know that I think of you offten and love you much
LOVE
Mommie

And to all those that have posted I just got access to this today forgive me I'm trying to catch up but fear I won't. So know I love you all so much and am grateful that you guys are here to share my love ,joy and pain with. Know I'm thinking of you all and your beautiful angels.
LOVE and HUGS
Christina Erin's Mommie

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