lori4984
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« on: June 15, 2009, 05:26:01 PM » |
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I lost my mom 2 yrs ago.. it was the most devestating day of my life. See she had been sick for a while. The doctors said for 2 yrs she had Pnumonia, in and out of hospitals. My brother had told me 2 weeks before Mothers day 2007 that my mom had went to the doctors and they found a tumor on her brain and told her she had cancer. To make a long story short, on Mothers Day 2007, I had went to visit my mom, all of my 5 brothers and my sister (which lives in Kansas) was also there. I had asked why she was home. She had said that my dad had called her and told her that my mom wanted her home. I then knew that my mom was going to be leaving soon. My sister and i are both in the medical field so i knew. That evening while i was working my brother had called me and told me that my mom was going to the hospital, having problems breathing. By that evening she had lost her voice and was on oygen. As days went on she became more listliss and sleeping more, the doctors ran tests and stated that she had cancer all thru her body and there was nothing more that could have been done. That following Friday she went into Cardiac Arrest and put on a ventilator, and lived 5 days longer.... Yes i did get to say goodbye, but the hardest part, which constantly runs thru my mind are all of the regrets that i have... Her calling me asking me to go shopping, but no i was just always to busy, Id give anything to take her shopping. Or when she called, i always said i'll call her tomorrow... what id give now just to hear her voice... See my family doesnt talk to me, why i have no clue, ive called and left messages to all including my dad with no response. So see she was my best friend, my back bone, she was my everything. I miss her so much.... So please, go call your mom, stop by and take her shopping or just stop by and say hi, i love you.. Please dont waste that time that you have, your not promised tomorrow.
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