Worthless And Abandoned SOS

[TheGriffin]

Im 12. i had a mom and dad. Everything was great, i loved my parents and i was happy. they SEEMED happy to. then one day it all fell apart.......... First my mom came up to me started calling me all these bad names saying im worthless (she doesn't do drugs or acohol) she smacked me, then left without another word. That was 2 weeks ago. My dad pretended everything was fine, we started hanging out more he was sweeter, but 3 days ago that too changed. he told me he tried but it wasnt going to work out, he said i was a mistake and  he regreted having me in the first place. He also called me nasty names. (he doesnt do drugs acohol either) and he left. I am broken, hurt, lonely, worthless and scared and have no family, not even extended family. Im all alone *cries hard*................................. i don't understand why they left. what did i do wrong? i am worthless. it  would be better to just end it then make everyone miserable.
 

[laurenE]

griffin,

Im so sorry for your pain. Thats alot for a 12 y/o.    Where are you living now if mom and dad have both left?   I hope you are safe and with others who do care for you.
come back anytime to talk

lauren

[TheGriffin]

I'm not living with anyone. I got sent to this orphange but it was dirty and it smelled and the people and kids there are really really mean. I ran away. I sleep in this alley behind a cafe, i made a bed, trash is surpriseingly warm. Good things its summer i dont know what im going to do once it's winter, I'm not old enough to work yet so i dont have money for food or  any more clothes. For food i sit by the door at the cafe, and when poeple are done and they havent finished all their food i take a little but. I know that probably sounds really gross, but its something i have to do. I'm tired hurt hungry alone and dirty. I'm surprised they still let me in the library so i can get on this blog.
                                                         Breanna

[TheGriffin]

And lauren thanks for even replying. Your one out of 27. Thanks

[Luvinmike]

Please go ask the librarian for help or go right now to police station. It is too young at twelve to be alone- the police will find your parents or a safe place. Good luck. Terri

[TheGriffin]

they dont understand.

[Luvinmike]

Sorry this is a very painful time for you- the only sure thing is that everything changes- and it really does. Things will be different for you as you make safe choices and decisions, then you will be proud of how you took good care of yourself. I think you must be very smart. You will do well. We are all glad you found the site. Terri

[laurenE]

Breanna,

I seriously thought about running away too a few times when I was in high school.   I couldnt come up with a safe way to live though, so I stayed until I was 17.  Then I went to live with my aunt and uncle. 

 Living on the streets is dangerous.   If you run into the wrong people it will get you killed.   A sicko guy could come along and convince you that he will take good care of you...then sell you into prostitution and get you involved in drugs.   Thats not a life for a 12 y/o.  Neither is living on the street next to a cafe.

  Why not go to a church in town and ask for help.  Churches are safe.  Maybe a nice family will take you in for awhile, or even unitl you are 18.   Its worth a try,  isnt it? 
You deserve better than this Beanna.  Go find someone to help you. 

[TheGriffin]

I just want my mom and dad.......

[laurenE]

wow,  you're still at the library huh?  its late.   Its nice of them to let you stay there all day.   

be careful.  ok?

[TheGriffin]

i kind of fell asleep and they must've not seen me, cause everyone's gone and i can't get out so i guess i;m here intil the morning

[laurenE]

hmmmm, 

at least you are safe tonight.   I hope you dont get blamed for breaking and entering in the morning.

[TheGriffin]

you don't believe me?

[twrogers]

My heart goes out to you. Find a Preacher, a Teacher, a Relative, a Police Officer, or anyone you can Trust, and talk to them, sit down and talk about it all. Walk into a Hospital Emergency Room and talk to somebody who will listen. Be strong, and know it is not you.  Pray because you are not alone, Jesus walks along side you if only you close your eyes and know he is there to protect you. He loves us all, but we have to take that first daring step forward to talk to somebody for him to guide us to where we need to be.

[Maura828]

people shouldn't make up stories like this.