Pour out my emotions!

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Please let me pour out my emotions here. I can't find any place on which I can share my emotions..

To ______,

     After all the things that you did to me, you'll come back and just say that shallow "sorry"? God! You don't know what happened to me when you left me. I became wasted! I got drunk and i cant find any reasons to live once more. Its just too painful to think that you cheated on me, you left me hanging and you choose her over me. After all that I've done to you! I even begged you to stay but still you refused. You just make me feel that i'm the most stupid human being on earth. Thank you for the pain that you gave to me, the agony that I feel every night and I cant help but cry myself to sleep and then wake up feeling wasted and empty and without any reasons to leave! Now you came back?! You came back after I picked myself up, after getting through that hell days,weeks, and months?! You dont know
how painful it is! I talked to your bestfriend one week after you left me and he told me that you never really love me because you told that to him! Thats just so unfair. After what I did?! I loved you with all of my heart and my soul and what you gave to me is pain. How dare you! Now you came back saying that your sorry?! You dont know what kind of hell i've been through when you left me. I just hate you now. I dont feel any love at you anymore. Love just turns into hatred. Thank you for the pain because without it, I wont be this strong now! I JUST DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE EVEN IF YOU KNEELED INFRONT OF THOUSAND PEOPLE, EVEN IF YOU WILL CRY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW, i wont go back to you anymore.




-Christine
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[Luvinmike]

(((Christine)))))
WOW! this is an amazing post. You are brave and strong and the future is bright for you- do not doubt it! You are a talented writer for one thing. I hope things begin to get easier for you, and i am sorry for the heartache you have endured. Please write again, tell us how you are. We care here, you have found an active site and the people here are thoughtful. Stay strong... Sending you wishes for peace and comfort. Terri

[laurenE]

squared,

You are such a good writer.  It must have felt so therapeutic to write this.  I bet a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. 
I encourage you to keep on writing!  Those unsent letters can be the best cure for a broken heart.   

We're here for you., anytime.

lauren