My little brother..........I miss you Alex

[jczolba]

My brother Alex was killed in a car accident on August 30th 2008.This has been the most difficult 6 months of my life.Alex was 19 and he would be 20 on march 26th.I am just so lost without him.I miss his laugh so much.He was just driving to fast,leaving a friends late at night(5 minutes from home)and hit a tree.I still have trouble sleeping every night.The worst thing besides just missing him is seeing my family taken out at the knees. He was a student at Long Beach state and worked at Blockbuster......just a good all American kid....my brother.I was the only one to speak at his funeral from our family.Being his big brother is an honor and a gift.       I miss you Alex                                                                             JONATHAN, 27  Los Angeles  CA.[

[Luvinmike]

Dear Jonathan;
I know I can speak for all of us on this site in saying how sorry I am and we all are for the sad, confusing loss of your dear brother Alex. My heart aches for you and your family. Please tell us about your brother if you want. Terri

[lisamarie]

I to have just lost my little brother Jeffey, although he was 44, he will always be my little brother. We are not sure how he died yet, his girlfriend said at the time it happened that it was his heart, but it is still pending, which makes his death all the more unacceptable. I am so hurt and angry that he is gone. I cry almost everyday and don't like to be alone. We lived in different states so did not see each other all the time, which that also made it very hard.  We were always close growing up, he was such a funny, loving, great guy, he left behind his son who is only 19. I want to know so bad that he is ok, and not hurting anymore. I get online alot lately looking for answers. I have always been terrified of dying, and I am not a church going person. I believe in God and pray and look to him for answers, and am glad that he is in my life, but the whole church thing, giving money, when you dont have it and the hypicritical people that attend church was too over whelming, so I am looking for other ways to make me feel better about death. I miss him so much and cannot accept the fact that he is gone. I hope to one day come to peace with that, but it will probably be a long time. I wish every night that I could just talk to him one more time.

[georgiapeaches]

Dear Johnathon,
I am so sorry for what happened to your brother. I cant imagine the pain you and your family must be going through. Alex sounds like he was a wonderful young man. My heart goes out to you and your family, wishing you peace.

Georgia.