new to blogging etc help

[msmiller10]

I don't umderstand has this all works...  I am embarrassed to say-help!  MM

[llpp]

don't be embarrassed!! I just started on here about a month or so ago. I lost my mom in June. I helps. Just vent your feelings if you want.
 

[mimi76]

Hi! My name is Crystal. I lost my dad 13 years ago coming up on September 27th. Due to a short rare illness of Burkets Lythnomia Lukemina. Not good at spelling. And i still have troubles to this day trying to deal with out a dad. I have two children that ask questions about him, they wish they got to see hm i show them pictures. And all the other problems i have i married young not long after my dad dies to a man with two kids and know i am 31 and his kids are 17 and 16 and the 17 year old one had a child at 16 we only get to see her once a week each month she did live with us for about a month then me and the stepdaughter got into a fight and she left and went back to va. I have troubles with my mom she has panic attacks does not like be alone depression i am the only child soi have to take care of my mom. It is my respodbility since my dad passed away. She has passing out spells several times a month. I hate she lives by herself but at times she wants to be alone and other times she wants to be with me and my kids around somebody. I am at wits ends i do not like to go to couseling because if you have not walked in my shoes how you going to telll me to deal with it. that is what one counselor told deal with it its life. what help was that my family tells me that for free.

I am hoping to find a friend out there that i can talk to that has been there in my shoes.

Cris Cris