TB

[saba]

today i have tested positive for tuberculosis, MY GOD ALMIGHTY what els rmains-my mother lft me for her heavenly abode in Jan, father bedridden, me the sole caregiver. now how do i cope?havent told any1 nor plan to bcoz if ppl desert us then wat will happn to my father?

[lostwithouthim]

Remind yourself of how strong you are. Look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself , I am strong I will make it through this.
If you feel like crying do it. Sometimes it seems like our tears are the only comfort we are afforded in this life.
Be angry  but know why you are angry, don't deny it.
I guess its your choice whether you tell anyone or not.
Pray for Peace within yourself. If you don't own a John Hagee Study Bible get one and search for your answers with God's help.
Love yourself and your dad.

I almost logged off this for good today. But Someone  named Kay replied to my post and it was almost like my brother was speaking.

I don't how you feel about God. I know He exists and by no means do I understand His plans and goals for our lives.
My brother was paralyzed for the last for years of his life. BUT he knew God and loved Christ with everything in him.
I use to question everything happening in my life and when does it get better.Johnny use to tell me, God is never early, He is never late, but He is always right on time. 

[saba]

"God is never early, He is never late, but He is always right on time."  how i LOVE this phrase ! your brother must really be someone too good for this world that is y God calld him to be near HIM tho he was needed  here yet  to heal the spirits of bad mad ppl like me.
I AM a believer but u see what s happning is that my prayers r being turnd all upside down, i wd hav not lost courage if they were not being acceptd but wen the situatn is gettng worse day by day WHILE i am prayng all the time then what?i m thnking  may b i shd stop for awhile as HE perhaps doesnt like my praying, i kno i sound nuts n may b i am....
cant thank u enough for replying to the nut that i am

[lostwithouthim]

You aren't a nut just going through a lot. Just as I am and have been. Keep praying. Do you have a Bible? If not get one . I love my bible its a John Hagee Study Bible.
I haven't opened it for a while. I can't explain why.

Don't quit praying. You know of all the promises God has for our lives. Remind him. He said He would work all things out for the good of those that love the Lord.
Remind God of his promises . When the Dr's told me my son was going to die . Believe me thats what I did, my son is still alive.

God is no respecter's of person what He does for one He will do for you.

When a lot is going on in our lives it is hard to that.
My brother I don't think ever forgot it. I will always miss him. There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of him.