Missing you my Baby Boy - Russell Boy - My Family is important

[ldmoody]

Hi everyone,

As I have written in the last two days I have been going through some trials of my life that had to be dealt with also. I wish I could have forgotten or lost my memory and things would be just as it was before Russell Boy past but its not.  I am just so grateful to have all of your support and appreciate all of you.  Things are getting better.  I lost my son and i am not about to lose everything else especially my husband, my grandkids and my children that are still here on this earth.  Some people might think that this is something you just get over with.  but this is what keeps me fighting for what is right people who don't think before discovering what my family or any of yours have been going through.  This is not something that we think about until this happens to us.  But, the death of my son has left this desire for the evil of this world to enter in my families weakness realm and as for me I will fight what I believe in.  Family is the most important factor through all of our grief no matter what.  Yes compromising to fulfill every need if possible.  Look at our family needs look what is causing this separation and anger.  I had to find out some of this in a hard way and still get blame for it.  But I put myself into a place where I could think and get rid of the hatred, the anger from my mind and deal with my trials for my family.  My husband and my children are my strength and wisdom that I will carry their grief with me if I have to.  But we must learn how to do things together again and that is the most difficult part of trying to move on as a family again.

Bless all of you,

Lisa